ok ! here we go for a new post,
my blog is the only way where can i descripe my seious deception about my self as a girl i dunno i
don't feel confident at all and the reason is that i'm shy and i can't even speak straightly with pple
and i said it again 'cause i'm SHY so whatever,
since i was a kid a little girl with those mini dresses it was cute but inside my soul i was a very
solitaire or lonly kid, i was like playing alone not too much but yeah i liked to be alone, i was
affraid from the other kids especially "THE boys" i can ply with girls most of the time but other
times i was lonley !
and now when i'm 22 i still getting shy and i don't know, my relationships was cool, i used to had
bestie friend but she's gone, she doesn't even thought about me it's really sad! besides i tried to
call her, maybe she've changed her phone number and she's getting super deep in her life
forgetting about her best friend, well i can tell you it was hard for me, but yeah; i'm asking my self
many times why ME ! i'm like KIND with eveyone !! and then .... and then they let me GO ! ok
maybe 'cause i'm So Kind to them that they thought that they can walk above my Face ! it's not
GONNA F¤$#cking happend well it happend ( -___-)' .
so this is for today i don't knwo if pple just read my blog or not , if yes give me a signe plz if not i'll
be damned and doomed and despereted, and i'll know that i have to let go blogging and let go the
WHOLE LIFe =(
